KB<3's JD Diaries

This is Katebob at the wheel, here to post GirlQuest 2k10. There was a 2k8, which was Erin. Also a 2k9, that was Hilary. Now a 2k10. First two obviously failed, so we're gonna be a little pickier about the girls Jakob fancies.
GirlQuest 2k10 Requirements(sort of)
1. At least one tattoo. None of that stupid shit either, something with meaning. Why, you ask? Just to make her more awesome.
2. At least Twenty. Hopefully a twenty year old is totally down with responsibility.
3. She must have a job and a car. Going back to being responsible is cool.
4. Karli will not allow her to be more than a 7 on the scene scale. I'm not quite sure what a 7 or below is.
5.Her number one bff cannot be a hoe who gets with your friends. That's just not cool. This is important. Hoe bff's could show a lot into 2k10's character and if she's a closethoe who could potentially cheat on you in the future.
6.Pretty smile. Duh.
7.Doesn't mind being the DD sometimes/taking care of Jakob when he is inebriated/super high/sick/injured because all of these things happen a lot. However! If she is cool being Jakob's DD sometimes, this doesn't mean she is the DD for everyone and is not a personal driver to every drunk who decides they want to go home.
8. She must be supportive. None of that, "You're going to another show?" shit. It will automatically bring you down and make you feel bad about going to a show instead of hanging out with her. Plus, if she isn't supportive about music(since music is super important) that means she won't be supportive about other things important to you. Which means she's probably selfish and doesn't care about your needs too. you need her to be supportive.
9.Hot.
10.No spoiled hoes.
11. Doesn't have to love our precious hardcore culture, but has to accept it at least. Has to understand Cruel Hand's importance.
12. No lazy ass! Spontaneous and adventurous are two thumbs up cause who doesn't love adventures?
13. Semifamily oriented. Her relationship with her family is something to pay attention to. If she's rude to them and blows them off and spends their money in ridiculous amounts with no intention of paying them back, there will probably be a 2k11.
14.Tolerant of Jakob being a dumbass. Super important.
15. Cares about her appearrance, personal hygene, and sense of style.
16. No heartless bitches.


Since Karli and I hope Jakob can find a lasting Girl Quest girl before 2k12.

weekend

so this weekend was interesting kinda. hung out with some good friend s them being chase wilson, mel mel, pablo guzman , cameron paris, FLYOD, alec reeb, and alex heros. They are really goood ppl and i can count on them if i need them. which is good . Mentally this weekend i dont reallyl know what do but i got through it with there help.

but yeah friday worked then went and saw atilla it was alright. Then partied at Lindsey's that was gnarly play beer pong in 25 degre weather not a good idea but i won so hell yeah.

saturday hung out with chase wilson and mel mel:) that was lolol camew ove and had some drinks and it was a good night . shared the couch with the greatest dog in the world Winston.

sunday what a good day of getting shit done . Harsh truth got some shit don 2 songs are good. and saw some gnarly bands. pretty good night got home trying to fix my lap[top and xbox:( and talking to mel and pablo about stuff that eating me up inside.

Katebob comes home on wednesday !!! i get to pick her up from the airport:))) so
pumped about that.

harsh truth songs

These are some songs ive written for my new band harsh truth.

Wonder years.

When I look at you I think about years ago.

How it used to be.

You and me till the very end .

Well I guess ive lost a friend.

The day day I said no

is the same day you let go.

(YOU LET GO)

You let go of what we had

And everthing we stood for

(LET GO )

Every time I see you now with your glazed over.

it still surprises me that your still alive.

(this song is about some of my close friends that ive lost to different addiction. its sad but i did what i could to try to help them. in the end it you who can help you. )

Life long lie.

I was told to look on the bright side.

And that better days are on the way.

21 years later I have nothing but broken dreams and an empty heart

Not a dime to my name there is no change

Everything’s the fucking same

Living my life in so much pain

(The grass is green on the other side was a fucking force fed lie)

So yearn for a new start

Hoping not to be torn apart .

HARSH TRUtH #1

Thrown to wolves; bound, gagged and beaten.
Word for word, this jealous rage is spoken.
I bite my tongue until my fucking teeth touch.
No longer will I need your care as my crutch.
Words and thoughts tear me apart.
No trust. No love.
This is what nightmares are made of.
This silence. These changes,
Building up and pushing out
My heart; my broken spirit.
These sleepless nights
Just make me think:
What have we become?
WHAT HAVE WE BECOME?

HARSH TRUtH #2

I won't be drawn in by lies and superstition.
Living in fear of afterlife among the flames.
I refuse to waste my life kneeling for fiction.
A world in ruins, and your god's the on to blame.
NO FAITH. NO HOPE. NO SAVIOR.

New song #1

Tis thing in my chest is weigh me down casting me out

Not letting me move on.

I wish I knew. Wish I knew what the fuck to do .

Cant find a way out no where to go

No one to turn to .

Evrday I live with with my mistake. My mind wont let me be.

All the things that ive done are coming back.

Coming back to take me to hell.

It’s the price I have to pay for living for mysellf

New song #2

You bitch, you moan and fucking complain

No one want to hear what you say

you dug your grave now you must lay

no one gives a fuck about you any way

no help for you daned fool

every man pays his debt in the end

first blog / crossroads

chase wilson and mel mel have the the best advice sometimes . but its hard to take it . :/damn this sucks being stuck at a fork in the road. looks like i might be coming to the end of an age.